Its been a while since my last post...so heres a doozy...lol
People know me, they know who i am and what i stand for....but is that what i truly want to be...i dont kno sumtimes....yeah im nice, im cool.....but this isnt all god...the price i pay for this is too great.....i ve been paying for it for the longest my funds are low....im tired of this "nice guy" role...it doesnt do much for me other than for my image...im not happy...im not satisfied.....idk what i am to do about this......shuld i just say F*** it and just do for me 100% of the time...that has its draw-backs...but the rewards wuld be great and swift...this delayed gratification is starting to get to me...how long am i supposed to wait for my destiny, my peace....until then i must weigh my variables and choose...im lost and have no means in which to find my way back.....who knows what is in store for me down the road.......this sux!!!
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It's more than just "delayed gratification". Its about morals and ethics. Its about internal values and goals...
ReplyDeletei know...thats wuts kept me soo patient all these years.....also this post was after some shit went down that tested my strength in which i overcame......and now im back to my old self....patient as ever!!!!
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