U wAnT Me To Be MoRe Open?

i dont know if this is truly me or what u want me to be
he doesnt deserve to call you his own
many times he has tripped up in the race to your heart
i dont know if this is me or who you want me to be
i dont know if im the the marathon runner to satisfy your races needs
i can try though, im n good shape i can do it
i can give you everything you need with an unflinching stride
we both know what we want but exile it due to concrete wall distractions
jump it jump it, jump the wall and see what you have been needing for the longest time
not a temporary releases every once and a while but one for every moment minute hour you need or want it
i dont know if this is me or who you want me to be
im just talking
spilling everything inside to you for you to digest
you say you ALLready know but how can you
you dont know the begining
please
look deep into yourself and see what is right
may it be a sign to move on or hold tight to where you are
when you know where you are most likely will bring you pain agian and again
excuse the mispells and the errors im n ot myself at the momnet but the message is gettin through just as clear
we are friends to a great extent and i hope this doesnt hurt that feeling we have but i just have to say
wo
this is a long note i never thought i had enuff to say to fill one these but i have said it
i dont know what it is but i you just ignite a fire deep within that has never been touched before
since the day i lay eyes upon your person a giant question mark has been there
now i know wut this means and now the question is shuld it be left alone or extinguished.............
but all i can do now is wait
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waiting wait i shall
and keep waiting i will until you come to your senses and realize what is ryte for you
i dont know if this is me or who you want me to be
i am coming back down from this heavenly high
and the words are beginning choked
so be fore i become my sheltered self again i wish to only say
that i love you.......girl......lady.......friend.....?
(its ok im lubricated)(inside joke)
sry