REVELATION!!!

Im tired,im rested, im burned out, im rejuvenated, im changed,im the same, im moved on, im stuck, im not what you want, im perfect for you, im the whipping boy, i hold the whip, im rare,im common, im the best, im the worste, im a king, im a pauper, im losing, im winning, im confused, im all-knowing

but of all im unfocused, im a missile that knows not of what its purpose, whether it be for peace or war, that is left to chance. i can be everything or nothing, i can be the best but chose not to, idk what my conflict is, ive tried almost everything but nothing works, nothing makes me happy anymore, i was spoiled, i was naive, i know what culd be done, but am weary of the possible outcomes, its not clear cut, but stained! I am always down, no intuition no aspiration......i am truly lost......