CHivalry aint dead...its just on life support!!!!!

"Chivalry is dead" is what most would say......i dont agree.....as long as there is one person living a chivalrous life keeps it ALIVE!!!!.......i must say...i know how i live and chivalry is a code that i will turn away from....fuck all the non-chivalrous people......selfish asses...it makes me sick....how people are so selfish, shady, and inconsiderate....wheres yallls home training.....people may make fun of me...say wut i do is useless.....oooo...i have to look out for me......and no one else...fuck that Bullshit....GOD put us on earth to live and prosper through not only ourself but via others....we r our brothers keeper...dont care wut u think...we r.....all this must stop.....we r merely bastardizations of what the great lord wants us to be.....shootin, stabbin, killing each other physically, mentally, and emotionally....the damage is becoming un repairable.......i stand alone...as a silent soldier for the cause....never acknowledged or praised i do my part to keep it alive......but its ok..ill get my reward eventually...we will see...i will be happy in the end....we people finish last as they say....i think we are constantly winning...just not in big ways.....i am a winner...i have had the pleasure of experiencing some of the best feelings in the world....the love of a caring family.....a "whole" family.......not much drama.....the ability to love another human being......and i mean truly love them...and friends who ginuinely care for me......i mean people who would gladly give their life so that mine would go on as i would do for them at a seconds notice.........a lot of people cant say they have had this and im thankful for every agonizing moment.......forgive my boasting but thats just my reward.........Ihave enemies everywhere....correction... i have "haters" everywhere..........dont worry bout me and what i do.....im doing the right thing....and i watching you do the wrong thing.......you have no authority to judge me.....as neither do i to you......i cant help my nature...i love people....i have empathy beyond all others.....my compasion is vast for anyone in my path.....this unconditional caring is my gift...and my curse......but its alright.....me being the way i am allows me to lay back out of the spotlight and evaluate not judge the people.......and ;ate;y people have just been pissing me off....its actually sad but i find it funny....ive realized something about people although some may seem extroverted...the most of us harbor feelings way deeper than we should....whether it be the fear of exposing sensitive subjects or the worry of appearing weak.....we all do it.....its gotten so bad that people will make up anything to themselves to sike their own minds out.....sad right.....if soething is there its there...if its not its not......if you are in a bad situation or you can foresee bad things coming out of your situation....get the fuck out....y is it so hard.....its not.....you shuld be in control of your feelings.......not anyone else...even if it takes a lil time..its ok but dont stay in detrimental situations......especially if there is a better alternative......even if there isnt one get out.....it will only leave a bad mark on your character......which will affect you despite wut u think.....bad situations......i swear..people take each other for granted until its too late.....im not gonna sit through sum dumb shit...immma keepin it moving....we may be young but as we all should know that life is as short as today...tommorrow.....yesterday....... im pretty sure we all know of someone our ages that have died.....their gone....no more them...and what are some of them doing now.....yeah they may be up in the sky or down below....looking back at their lives kicking themselves because they now see what they couldve done different during their short lives.....people they may have hurt....and left on earth.....that must really suck...the regret youll have to live with for the rest of eternity.......im just saying...that people are creating future regrets and dont even know it...and wont know it until its too late......and this is on top of all the regrets they may possibly have.....at the current moment....all of this bogs down our souls and our character....damaged goods as they would say.....tsk tsk tsk......yeah i have regrets.....but i have reconciled them and feel like a better person because of it........people people people....im just saying that you have to be more caring....open yourself more often...even if its with yourself....we must understand ourselves be 4 we can even fathom trying to understand others...i learned this the hard way...i had to almost die to figure it out...but i believe its easier than that....all these insecurities....are eating away at our character.....making us selfish.....we cant go on like this....do what you have to do to satisfy yourself and dont settle for just comforbility......you have to look at it like this.....you are the best....there is and will ever be.....so you deserve the best....treat yourself to sumthin on your level...dont just settle......please take this into consideration..please...im tired of all the bullshit....and bitchassness......man the fuck up!!!!!