REALization!!!!!!

ok....ive figured this for a while but im finally concretely satisfied with this conclusion........ok......i have realized sumthin...i am a man who needs structure...support...foundation of some sort in my life.....this goes for everything......espescially wen it comes to relationships......like a and architect drawing a house..i have to b percise in the structure of my building.....any imperfections can lead to disaster....the smallest imperfect detail can make everything go bad......this process takes alot out of me physically and emotionally......i have preset rules and guidelines in which ensures balance...and lasting results....i need a friend in a girl....sum one who is caring, loving, smart, so on and so forth.......i need an all around great person...to stand by me........we shall both use each other as a crunch for the hardships we face on a daily basis...sumone who i can feel safe with......sumo ne i can be transparent with...who i can turn myself completely inside out with and not have to worry about them judging or ridiculing me.....this sounds quite cliche' but it is wut it is........i now no wut im looking for...and now i can make my moves....towards finding this person.......wish me luck!!! ;)